Heyyy all
wow....its been a while eh? well i officially appologize..but life has been....uhh brutal lol. Sooo busy..sooo much homework along with a whole bunch of other crap going on. But i have decided.....after alot alot alot alot of thinking that it is no longer going to bother me. I have tried and tried and tired, and somehow all the work put into all of it..always leaves me empty handed. And i am not saying that i am not going to keep working on it...because if the opportunity comes where i can work on it...i will be the first to fix it up.....but i am not working on it alone...theres just no way i can. All these problems in my life just end up stressing em out..and i dont care anymore....all i got and all i need is God, family...my good friends and the faith that i can get trhough anything...and that nothing is ever as bad as it seems. I mean i have realized that stressing out over all this.......all the problems life has thrown my way...is not what God wants me to do...God wants me to trust in him to get me through....not try to do it all myself. its pointless and gets me no where. So with a renwed, and everlasting faith in Jesus Christ i know, that nothing else can really hurt me.
-abbey<3>