Heyy allwell i am sorry i havnt posted in a while i have been sooooo busy. Between going on safari over last weekend...then all this week..eveyrday i has somewhere to go...uh its been crazy busy but so much fun. i have been to soo many places..feeding programs..orphangages...street homes...churches...out for various meals with various people. i am having such a great time.I would go into detail but thn this blog would be soo long and i dont want to type everything out lol. But this has been such an amazing trip....God it just blowing my mind....teaching me...he has totally taken my heart and shaken it all up...its been so great and eye opening to be here. i was looking at this stream of water today.....and i was thinking about the water....how it carries things..with it and inside it...for miles...for days and months maybe years...maybe forever...how it can hold the good and get rid of the bad...how it is essential for basically evrything to survive.....how it has no boundaries...how it flows freely wherever it pleases (somtimes when we dont want it to) how it can wash things away.....how it can let things that were once hidden be seen, how it can refresh..how it can warm...how it can help and how it can hurt. I mean when you think about it...there are soo many things water can do. And i got thinking about me...and about how....in my life..i wish in alot of ways i could be like water...i wish i could flow freely..without a care i the world.....i wish i could hold on to the good stuff..and get rid of the bad...how i wish i had no boundaries....you know...i wish that i could do all the things that i want..without letting fear get in my way...and in others i wish i were less like water....you know...sometimes you "flow" to far...sometimes you can do more harm than good...sometimes i hold on to things i should let go of. But then i also got thinking you know..all of these things are things that make me .........well me. Some bad things i can change and over power with the good... the good things i can hold on too...and take with me to unimagnable places.....how i can in so many ways..be so many things....and how even if they are bad..or good..or in between they are ll there or a reason and all work together...to make me. And just like water sometimes messes things up...and sometimes makes them better....i will do alot of both of those things in my life..and the more i flow....the i grow and learn...the more i am filtered...the less of the bad will be there. So i guess what i am trying to say is...sometimes we srew things up...sometimes we helps things...but take everything as it comes..dont look at the bad as the end of the world...think of it as another thing to be filtered..another thing to be taken out..another lessoned learned....eventually leaving you a little better than you were before.-abbey<3