Heyy all.
Well i am sorry i havnt written in a few days. Life has been busy. School is going really well, math is still kind of iffy with me..wow my teacher makes noooo sense somtimes. But w/e i am getting there....umm other than that school is good i got like over 90 in all my classes its crazy best marks i have had in ..like ever lol. So ya i am happy about that. Done some thinking lately too...lots of thinking lots of prayer....thinking about where God wants my heart...not where i want it. Its hard sometimes...wanting to be so perfect..trying hard to mend things you know....build back trust..but then i get caught up in doing it by myself and thats when i screw up. It just goes to show that no matter how much i think i can do things on my own....i really cant. So ya its been a reality check this week for me...once again humbling myself down to that fact that i simply am not as strong as i think...and i need Gods help in everything. So i am kinda at the palce where i am taking baby steps in everything....getting back what i lost..what i wrecked..slowly but surely its coming along. Its like ive said a hundred times...gotta fall a bit before you fly. So i am falling...but slowly getting to flying little by little.
I am really tired too lately.. i think thats partly the problem as well...not taking the time to think things through.....either that or i cant think cause i am so tired lol I dont know...its a combination of everything..but i know i ccant handle any of it..whatever it is..without Gods help. So i am learning..growing...getting back on my feet.
I am off for now
lots of love
-abbey<3