Oh The Stars


Well, last night was just amazing in my eyes. You see every night before i go to sleep i look at the stars. I dont know why its something i have always done. And lately i havnt beena ble to see them, the rain clouds always seem to be in the way. But last night when i looked out my window there they were shinning brighter than ever. I dont know why but this made me smile. It just got me thinking you know...things can really get in the way sometimes. Just as these clouds were in the way of the stars, so are soo many things in my life.....they are just in the way of what really matters, in the way of what is truly beautiful. you know..whether i put it there of whether it just ends up there....things in life just tend to get in the way. And tehn when i loose sight of the things that made me happy..when i loose grip on the things i always thought i would hold on to the tightest thats when it hits me, thats when i start to realize that what i am putting first is not what really matters. But then i have that moment just like last night when i realize that...when i clear away all the things that dont matter...all the stupid little things that do nothing but hide the stuff that does...and then i see it..i get to look at the stars..i get to see how blessed i am....i get to see the endless possibilities, all the life that i have ahead of me..and all the people i get to go through it with. So maybe...sometimes you can feel helpless...like you are stuck in this big black exsistance....and you cant see the bright side...maybe you feel lost or held back..but maybe all you need is to take a look at whats hiding all that really matters. So next time you feel a little lost take a minutes to clear away whats hiding your stars.
-abbey<3