Hey all.

Well this day has been a weird one. It started out pretty crummy....and around lunch got even crummier....and then we had our school buy out..and after i left school...it was really good. I went to my schools football game..we made it to city championships for teh first time in 37 year lol. Wedont suck that bad...haha but ya it was soo cold and rainy and i got totally soaked...and they lost..BUT! the brightside was that i hung out with grace and david the whole time almost and wow...i dont think i have ever laughed so hard....my stomach hurt soo bad after from laughing soo much lol. But it was great. So my day was good...i am doing really good..i am kinda confused about some stuff....and some people in my life...i hate it when you loose things. Like when you are a kid and you put your favourite toy down somewhere and loose it. I remeber when iwas about ...6 i think i was at my grandmas and i had this toy cat thing..that i loved..she was my favourite out of the cats i had (they were these little...toy cat things) so somewhere in my grandparents house i put that cat down...and i lost it. It was my favourite toy..i spent hours playing with this thing....and i couldnt find it anywhere. So i told my grandma and she told me to look everywhere for it...she helped me...we looked everywhere...and finally right when i was about to give up...we found it. It had fallen in between the cabnets in her appartment. BUt i remember how worried i was that i would never find my cat...i thought i had lost it forever...but just when i was about to give up i checked one las tplace and found my cat. So....i guess its not about loosing it.....its about not giving up until you get it back...because in life...stuf gets screwed...life gets bsuy sometimes we loose stuff....but its not the loosing of the stuff that matters...it never giving up...not letting anything get i nthe way of finding it...and keeping it. So if you think you've lost something..whether it be a toy..lol or a friendship..or your boyfriend or girlfriend....or relationship with your family.....whatever it may be...dont dwell on that fact that you lost it...think about how you can get past that and find either new things..or work on rebuilding what you lost. Either way its not about how you lost it...or what you could have done to preven you loosing it that matters...its finding..and fixing..and rebuilding. So dont give up just yet....there's always one more spto to look..to fix...to build up.

-abbey<3